{"id":70,"date":"2008-11-22T19:59:00","date_gmt":"2008-11-22T11:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=70"},"modified":"2008-11-22T19:59:00","modified_gmt":"2008-11-22T11:59:00","slug":"fallen_behind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/?p=70","title":{"rendered":"fallen behind."},"content":{"rendered":"

i’ve never been so disappointed like this.<\/p>\n

went to school with my heart full of confidence ,but ..<\/p>\n

went home in the worst mood.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

how am i ?<\/p>\n

suspected it to be the hardest time that i’ve tried,but simply fell.<\/p>\n

it seems that i was fallen behind.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

i have no bravery to remember the moment i saw the mark on the testpaper.<\/p>\n

my deskmate told me to be free ,but still i kept confused,maybe, in the shadow of the failure(s).<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

how to face it.<\/p>\n

maybe the only one i could trust is her.<\/p>\n

now i feel better.<\/p>\n

i’ve said that <\/p>\n

  the only one who can save me is myself.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

she told me much about how to brace up,and how to overcome the difficulties.<\/p>\n

maybe her straight telling will mindly hurt my self-confidence,but i think it is worth.<\/p>\n

i must make a change,rebuild my mind ,and continue.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

don’t know why this instant i was missing her so much.<\/p>\n

indefinable tears almost fell.<\/p>\n

the only i can say is “thanks”.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

i will be better.<\/p>\n

&<\/p>\n

i won’t disappoint u.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

plz.believe in me .<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

fighting…………..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

i’ve never been so disappointed like this. went to school with my heart full of confidence ,but .. went home in the worst mood.   how am i ? suspected it to be the hardest time that i’ve tried,but simply fell. it seems that i was fallen behind.   i have no bravery to remember the moment […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-70","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-idairy"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/70","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=70"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/70\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=70"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=70"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dayandcarrot.space\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=70"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}