【前几天做了个梦…梦到我跟她失去联络了.很奇怪为什么会做这种梦，因为以前都是比较好的内容
我从梦中惊醒，然后开始流泪.】
不久前的梦，至今将要变成现实
但是我会努力阻止的.
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今天和她见了面，她妈人还是不错的，能让我们单独聊上1个多小时，后来才从物美楼上走回来
我们聊了很多。。聊了以后怎么办。。。
最后决定先把我妈安抚牢~用邮件联系。。然后争取尽快弄个手机——是的。。我们很需要它
这样就可以联络上了
明天作业搞定以后准备去卖号码的店看看~因为在那里原先移动有搞活动的说~
然后呢~把手机和SIM一起寄到宝的学校..嘿嘿~
0-0 想起来还得取点钱那~
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呼呼~近乎失去联络的感觉非常的难耐
或许这是老天給我们最大的考验了吧~我觉得。。过了这关~我们就要“功德圆满”了~
(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
宝贝~…
别难过了~我们能行的
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2007年2月14日。情人节。
她：萝卜…再这样下去我会喜欢上你的
我：那就喜欢咯..
这是我唯一记得的2句话，剩下的聊天内容已经在某时某刻被删除
当时我是当真，而她，后来我才知道，是开玩笑的
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就这样，我们走到一起..
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一切发生得太快…是的
初次拥抱..初吻..还有什么都发生在很快很快的时候
是啊。。很快
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喜欢把她发过来的甜言蜜语都保存在SIM卡里面，
这些美好的事情应该永远留住。
就这样，“已储存信息”就这样。。一点一点
2%。。4%。。。。。
信息里面的话虽然已经看到过好多次，但是还是喜欢翻翻。。。。那是我们的奇迹
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不知道什么时候。我们的事情被老妈发现
然后。虽然她表面上没做什么，但是背后却做了很多事情
联系她的母亲,然后…..或许是想让客观因素把我们分开
她手机被收了….
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【什么都不要跟你妈说！你妈知道很多！而且和我妈见过面~我手机现在就要被我妈收掉~明天下午见面我妈说的~她会在车上等我~】
这是她不久前发过来的，手机被收前发来的最后一条短信，那个成为第98%的短信….
还差2%
是的..还差2%。。。
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我妈好狠，但是或许换做任何一个家长都会这样做的…或许她算好的
老婆…恩，老婆后来又从家里打了个电话过来…应该是偷偷打的
但是我觉得已经被监听了，声音很不对…
她让我不要跟我妈吵…
然后。。有些含含糊糊的我听不清具体，就是说明天她妈和她要见我…
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Baby..
I do know what kind of situation we are facing.
I do know how hard it may be to be together.
But I will carry on
I can’t bear the taste being out of your love
I can’t imagine how my life will be if we’re taken apart.
We have to build up our self-confidence,although it seemed hard to do.
Baby..
I don’t know if it will be your last message
I don’t know if it will be your last call
IT MUSTN’T BE!!!CANNOT BE!!!SHOULDN’T BE!!!!
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Everything will be better,i believe!
All we should do is holding…
We can get in touch,and keep in touch!
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Baby.I love U and I miss U so much!
用上面这个词用来形容我妈最合适不过了…..多么阴险狡诈的女人
最毒妇人心~确是如此
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刚跟我们班主任打过电话，说了自己要去福建，都调动好了什么。。然后班主任就说：那是一定要把孩子带去的。
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刚问我..为什么不去福建
我说了许多许多理由…但是她说：最主要的没说出来
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多么阴险狡诈的女人
或许她什么都知道了吧，现在用“肯定”替代“或许”更加合适
她貌似不想正面阻止，便使用了种种阴招….
够狠！
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不知道什么时候我跟老妈的关系已经到了这种令人作呕的地步…
不知道到底哪里除了漏洞让事情泄露出去…
不知道啊不知道~反正倒是有句话：若要人不知，除非己莫为.
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反正都已经做了~有什么大不了的.
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没想到07年的最后一天..变得如此的….不爽
哎。。08年好运吧。我们
抱歉.不能用英文了.因为有很多词我不知道.
前几天做了个梦…梦到我跟她失去联络了.很奇怪为什么会做这种梦，因为以前都是比较好的内容
我从梦中惊醒，然后开始流泪.
不知道为什么会这样，不知道…
很难过
然后…这几天~她心情一直不好——这是我的猜测
或许她认为我不关心她..或许
我很乱…
不知道她的病好一点没有….或许有吧
不知道..
总是祈望平静幸福的生活,但是生活就是这样
她会莫名其妙的生气，或者说心情不好…我没有办法
…我很无能，不是么？
想好好爱你，让你感觉到..
想让你开心。。。
好痛…心好痛
Yes.I am a lazy boy,because i haven’t written diary for so long.
During these days ,so many things happened.
I don;t want to mention about most of them….because I never wanna remember them.
Yes,they were really bad memories.
yesterday i changed the icons of my phone , my phone reseted and reseted,just when it seemed to fail,i succeeded.The new icons looks very nice but a little fuzzy….but,,,whatever~
Today i watched a movie with her,and found she was badly illed.Thought this,we are very happy and….
It is 2 weeks since we were apart..so the second i saw her i wanna kiss her…Do u have the same feeling as me?
Hoo……That’s all.
Although my notebook was bought 2years ago….I finally decide to install the system.
Here are my hardware list:
CPU:Intel Pentium M 1.7Ghz….
Memory : Kingston 2 G /MicroDIMM DDR333
Graphics:ATI Mobility Radeon 9200 / 32M Memory… (.!..)
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So now u can see why I cannot run the system quickly
I cannot turn on Aero effects too..
but the icons in this sytstem is much better that XP…
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Now I have a great problem..
Why my harddisk is always reading/writing?…This cause the great error…
I turned of the “search “service but it seems workless…
oh…
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Dear God .Who can save me?
I really don’t know where to start
time passed so quickly ,and a week has completely gone.
It seems that i am having a fever this week.
almost all the subjects,such as maths and chemistry….I have heard nothing.
I really don’t know the reason why my brain has bacome paste…..
Luckly,I felt better after about 4days.
and I haven’t missed too much thing.
Every week she has a lot of things to do.
The lesson in the morning on Sat.,and the same lesson as Sunday afternoon.
This week she have an extra exam…….
How cruel and cool the school is!!! I look down upon it!!!
Our exam will come soon,and i haven’t planed to prepare anything?…maybe the plan will be changed next week.
But we have a lot homework to do,especially CHINESE!
How will u imagine if u have a whole and empty Homework-Book to do?…
I fell hopeless and helpless….Oh…Even if i will copy the keys,I have to spend more than 2hours!
Although we have so a great number of things to do
I will enjoy my life on Saturday~
Baby….I’m missing u.
Listened to the new album by Jay
He changed his style of singing…
the style which is called “American country music”….
maybe it is because of the low sales volume of his last album,or he thinks that he has met a bottleneck.
Year after year,he puts up his new album.and i listened to his music year after year.
Yes.He changed,from a young player to a…how to describe?maybe he is old…
as a matter of fact,i don’t like this new style….maybe i cannot catch up with the times….
Why?
I finally realized why my mother or parents,grandparents like the music that so different from ours.
Thay are in their times,and their heart are stayed in the times…..they can hardly accept new things///
yes,i am old.
i don’t know why i am fed up with my home.
I feel like my home was complicated because of my grandpa’s coming…
He seemed to disturb my life style.I can hardly find where my cable or book is….
I have been angry with this,and i have made my mother angry too….
Oh….Dear god …Save me !
New words:
curiosity
n.
1. 好奇心[U][S1][(+about)][+to-v]
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impulse
n.
1. 冲动,一时的念头[C][U]
My uncle bought the house on an impulse.
我叔叔一时冲动买下了那房子。
I used to act out of blind impulse when I was young.
我年轻时常凭盲目的冲动行事。
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bitter
n.
1. 苦味;辛酸[C]
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….so/where to start?
it has been so long that i haven’t written the diary.
i’ve found that i am so lazy…..so i never wanna write down sth.
er…..a week passed by,and ….because of the sport meeting,i can use computer on Thu and Fri.
Yesterday i have found an article about the new os called Windows Server 2008. because of my impulse,I started to download…but during that time…I was thinking a question………Why I will download it?For I will have a new view of the new os?for the aero effects?or…….wanna try new things?….
But …. Where can I find the drivers? Will i be willing to install all the games and applications I installed in this system?and what about the pretty fonts ？and…..lots of “favourites”…….
on the other hand…my computer is old .It may not runs will on that OS,it will be slower and header to use….
So now I stopped downloading….I will keep it stoping unless i have known the reason why i must download it.
Does the things above has anything to do with life?…..I don’t know……
My old classmate said we’re so well-being.I just laughed.I wonder who know the bitter we have gone through.
but since we’re together,just like my installed operating system,there’re so many happiness and…(i cannot describe….I know you know that),and since the god joined us together…
I will never install the “new system”….We’ll be forever.maybe in someone’s eyes that the saying is impossible,let’s make the wonder…..
so much 4 this..
here is the last sentence i will say……
I love u and i miss u…so much!
开心的一天….
早上
跟她坐车去黄龙
本来想吃小吃的~可惜啊~没开门
然后就原路返回（好像这种事情在我们身上发生过不止1次了）
到了格莱美…
办了不该办的会员卡以后么
就…..唱歌了
呃。。。今天嗓子不好诶
她….
还是乖乖地靠在身边
跟个小孩子一样的…
很可爱的表情….
然后我手手就开始不听话了呢
貌似那里很敏感的……按下去会受不了的她
呃……
开心的时间貌似都很短暂
比上课的时间过得快n多
快离开的时候…又是比较沉默
没有什么言语…
耳垂那里好敏感的,,,
有种想v要v的感觉,,,,
呃…..她和他好久米有在一起了
然后么
晚上去吃小吃了
跟HB。毛锐他们
一路说说笑笑
很开心~虽然很累
初中同学都混的不错了
学明好像找到了个8错的gf…他的承诺实现了
小吃节么
人堆人~人挤人….脚下踩的什么都有
什么鱿鱼啊~羊肉啊~…竹签啊~
买了串糖葫芦….
糖糖好多..
甜死了
一个礼拜…又要过去了
下个礼拜有运动会
期待哈。。。
还有~LP~爱你！