i’ve never been so disappointed like this.
went to school with my heart full of confidence ,but ..
went home in the worst mood.
how am i ?
suspected it to be the hardest time that i’ve tried,but simply fell.
it seems that i was fallen behind.
i have no bravery to remember the moment i saw the mark on the testpaper.
my deskmate told me to be free ,but still i kept confused,maybe, in the shadow of the failure(s).
how to face it.
maybe the only one i could trust is her.
now i feel better.
i’ve said that
the only one who can save me is myself.
she told me much about how to brace up,and how to overcome the difficulties.
maybe her straight telling will mindly hurt my self-confidence,but i think it is worth.
i must make a change,rebuild my mind ,and continue.
don’t know why this instant i was missing her so much.
indefinable tears almost fell.
the only i can say is “thanks”.
i will be better.
&
i won’t disappoint u.
plz.believe in me .
fighting…………..